Thanks Meg and Jemmajade.. i guess your right..

Jemmajade, ha ha ha funny you say that, i was thinking the EXACTLY same thing.. i might be going insane... was looking at it in all different lights, angles, then went out to the sun ha ha now i know its just not me! phew

Im actually excited, although concerned how the hell im gonna do it with (once bubs will be born) a 4 year old, nearly 2 year old and a newborn.. *insert concerned face here*