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Happy Birthday Sam! I hope it's a wonderful day for all of you :D
Spring, so glad you're still here, and made through the other night!!!!!
Michelle, how are things my love??? :hug:
Kelly, what is going on woman????????? I demand to know :lol:. In fact, I'm going to text you this morning, so you can bring me up to date ;)
Better dash, off to the local shops for a few things, and then a bb babyshower this arvo :dance:
Firstly, I wondered why no one was posting - I lost the new thread :rolleyes:
I'm so far behind but not going to do personals now.
I'm so very sad to let you all know that Mako is back in hospital...her tiny babe has grown wings :cry:
In the circumstances, she is doing OK. Not sure how long she is going to be in but is still there this afternoon and expecting to be there a while.
Mako - You know how very sad and very sorry I am. You are the most beautiful friend and I am angry at the universe that this has happened again. So very angry right now...I have cried bucketloads for you and your tiny angel. I want you to know that I'm here for you whenever, whatever. We will help you get through this babe.
:heartbeat: Fly free tiny angel...and know that you are loved :heartbeat:
PS BW - She wanted me to make sure I said Happy Birthday to Sam from her. I can't believe she even remembered...
Mako sweetheart, I am so sorry to hear this. Thinking of you honey and wishing this didn't have to happen. Big big :hug: Sweetie. I wish I could give you a hug for real but please know that I am thinking of you and sending all my best wishes. Life is really not fair sometimes.
BW - happy birthday to Samuel! I hope he is having a lovely day.
Happy birthday Sam!
W, please pass on my love to Mako :(
Oh dear Mako, I am so sad and gutted for you right now :hug:. And that's nothing to what you will be feeling. I wish I had the words that could take all the pain away, and make things right for you. We are all here for you babe, to help you through this :grouphug:. Wrap your arms extra tight around Sage when you get home, and take refuge in his love for his mummy. I'm sorry I can't be there for you to give you a really big cuddle in person, and a shoulder to cry on :(.
Hang in there my love. We will all remember your tiny angel.........xoxo
Oh Mako I am so so sorry. :hug: I just wish I could hug you and help you to grieve in person. Just know that my love, thoughts, prayers and support are with you darling. :hug:
Mako i'm so very sorry hun - the universe seriously sucks!
Janie - lovely to meet you and your little man today! you look fantastic!
afu - big day out today - headed to melb for the BB babyshower janie mentioned. so very tired now. was lovely to meet Janie and some other new BB girls - and to catch up with those i've met before. so very tired now though (will teach me to stay up late cooking!).
on another note - AF showed up last week for the first time since E arrived. she is just perfect, and worth all we've been through - but now i am struggling with the notion that my body is saying it might be ready for another baby - physically yes, mentally/emotionally i'm not ready for that rollercoaster at all! i've never had a cycle of any sort - and i know chances of natural conception are very slim - but i'm back in the headspace of worrying if it might happen and then facing the "omg, what if" thoughts about early pg again
sigh - no cycle when i'm trying - why the hell does she come back now? i'm still BF E full time - stupid body!
Oh no, no, no, no... Mako... I'm so so sorry to hear the devistating news. It's just not fair that you're going through this again. I wish there was more that I could say.
Mako, sweet Mako. I am so very very sorry hun. :hug: This just isn't fair. I wish I could be there IRL to support you. Please know I'm thinking of you from afar and sending you all my love and support
Spring :comfort:
Wishing Sam a very Happy 1st Birthday and a bigger hug for his mummy (and daddy) for surviving the first year :hug: Congratulations guys!!!
Mako - I am so sorry :( You don't deserve this and you definitely don't need this now or any time. I am thinking of you and sending you a big hug :hug:
As for here - I am still a nervous nelly (and slightly more so now :(). Preparations are underway for Lily's birthday party tomorrow and my family are here so a big day of shopping for Christmas and stuff too. My baby turns one on Monday :o Now where did that time go?!?!?!?!?
BBL :grouphug:
:hug: I know this is frightening darling Michelle - I truly do. Just know your story is yours & it is a different one to anyone else. :hug: Big big big understanding cuddles...
I prescribe tim tams, rum balls and a cup of earl grey out of a china mug.. :hug:
Mako, I'm so very, very sorry to hear your sad news this morning. :hug: You are a beautiful kind soul for thinking of me and Sam at such a sad and awful time for yourself.
Michelle, will be thinking of you with Lilly's party today... and tomorrow on her birthday. It's hard to believe it was a year ago that I jumped queue and went first and we ended up sending text messages to each other from our hospital beds.
Well... survived the party. I have no idea what possessed me to think having a party on a Saturday was a good idea. I was so vague and out of it, but every time I thought of something that needed to be done, a beautiful friend had already popped up and done it for me.
Thanks for all the birthday wishes everyone. As much as his birth wasn't what we had hoped for and expected, his first birthday was just amazing. :)
BW
Hey Ladies, sorry i havent posted lately 1stly it was because we were busy and stressing over Christmas and then i lost the thread and wondered why no one was posting and then this morning found there was a new thread.
MakoI'm so so so sorry to hear your news :hug: :hug: thinking of you at this difficult time.
BW Happy belated 1st birthday to Sam.
Michelle Happy 1st Birthday to Lily.
Sorry for the lack of personals
AFM: Things are slowly working themselves out, DF was paid the wages he was due but the gross misconduct claim is still under review and it could take up to 6months to be sorted out. We've managed to buy presents for Sophie and we can afford to go to Sydney for a few days over Christmas. Sophie is saying/trying to say ALOT of words lately. I've started using Fertility Friend but still need to get a BBT thermometer, 1 of the chemists in town didnt have 1 so will check the other chemist sometime during the week otherwise i will get it online. AF showed up on Dec 11th just over 5weeks after i had the D&C done and it lasted 6days.
From what i have read everyone needs alot of :hug: :grouphug:
I just want to say thanks to everyone for your kind messages and a special thanks to Willow for your many many texts yesterday and today. You are such an amazing friend and you mean the world to me.
Rach Thanks for your texts too hunny. I really do appreciate everything you've done.
Also Michelle Thanks for your texts too. I know all to well how scary this time is for you and I'm so sorry for that. I wish I could make everything better for you and make the next few weeks fly by uneventfully for you. Happy Birthday to Lily for tomorrow and I hope you all have a lovely day today :hug:
I'm just so shattered right now. I can't describe my hurt and anger and frustration. I mean I did all the right things ie taking meds like I should have eaten all tghe right things done all the tests etc etc etc and it still didn't help. I just don't know what the hell I'm meant to do right now. I know I've been through this before and have come out the other side but this one is just hurting soooo much more for some reason.
I'm just so thankful to the hospital staff at Belmont on Thursday and the the staff at JHH yesterday were great too even though I had to beg for an ultra sound to confirm what I knew deep down was going on. And the poor young Dr who had to do my procedure last night I wouldn't have wished that apon my worst enemy he composed himself so so well that I wouldn't have any idea how nervous he was until the lovely nurse told me about it afterwards.
Anyway I'm sorry for all that. I'm going to go now and probably won't be back on here for a couple of weeks as we are still going away tomorrow.
I wish you all a much happier Christmas and New year and please if someone can let me know via text when Spring has her bub that would be great.
Spring I wish you all the very best and can't wait to hear about the wonderful birth of your baby.
Babe you know I'll keep in touch while you're away and will keep you updated if anything big happens (although I'll be away without internet access from the 27th probably till the 2nd so someone better txt me too!)
I wish there was something more I could do... but my wish for you now is that you and DH manage to enjoy Christmas with your amazing little man, even just a little. It seems doubly cruel to me that this should happen at this time of year :cry:
Please promise me that you'll allow yourself to grieve though - I know you will be around people that you will want to shield yourself from, but make sure you take the time out you need to grieve, to cry, to scream. Long walks on the beach babe...:hug:
You guys are constantly in my thoughts.
Mako - :cry: what awfully sad news to read. I know everyone one of us in here has some understanding of what you are going through - but honestly it really grieves me that any of us must go through hell more than once. Wish I had more words of wisdom to impart, but I'm just so very sorry you have lost another little bubba, and just before Christmas to make it worse. Take care of yourself honey, and don't get roped into doing anything you do not feel up too over the next couple of weeks/Christmas, be kind to yourself, and you know we are all here anytime. Cuddle that cute little man a bit harder and take care. Lee xo
Mako - aww hun i honestly wish there was a little button i could push to make your pain go away!! Life truely does suck at times. And its always the nice/beautiful ppl who seem to get the bad deal. I hope you, DH and your sweet little boy try and enjoy christmas. I know how hard it is to be "cheerful" when you are grieving.
As soon as you get home from holiday we are meeting up for a BIG hug!!!! xoxo
MAKO _ My beautiful friend, I"m so sorry to hear that your little angel has flown. You know we are all hear with listening ears (more like reading eyes), to help you through in every little way we can.
MICHELLE _ Happiest of birhthday's for Miss Lily tomorrow!!
BW _ Happy 1st Birthday to the spunkylicious Sam! Glad the party was a success!
WILLOW _ How is your Christmas shopping shaping up? Does Miss V go to school 5 days next year?
RACH _ I am so upset to hear of the treatment you received the other day, that's just pathetic, I wonder how they can sleep at night.
LEE _ The ticker pic of Flynn is just beautiful, how has he been going?
SPRING _ Still waiting, waiting, I can't believe how close he/she is!!! YAY! I'm so excited.
FREYA _ I didn't get your mobile number chick, I'll PM you now & you can let me know if you have a chance to meet up.
BONHAM _ The thermometer way of TTC helped me immensely with my 2 conceptions after Jessica's birth, so I wish you all the luck!
ME _ Well nothing much happening here, my sister is still trekking to the hospy a lot to see my BIL but this weekend has been less hectic because she has been taking the kids with her. My kids have had a very lazy day today as they are utterly exhausted. We just haven't seemed to stop since Jessica's birthday so they are enjoying a much needed day at home. I"m off to work tomorrow, then I'm sacked for 2 weeks over Christmas. Oh the perks of being casual. :dance:
Love Jayne xx