Oh Deb... don't be silly... you're going through a lot more than me right now and you need to focus on that. I hope today goes well for you, as awful as I'm assuming it will be (from the past experiences so far). Massive hugs... I will be thinking of you. We're not making any decision until next week, so no hurry and please don't worry about me... focus on you today!

Lee - I'm sorry to hear you're not feeling too great atm either. Hope you managed to get some good sleep last night. Thanks for the advice too... it's such a tricky situation and I'm definitely thinking about it all WAY too much!

Michelle - I can't tell you how happy I am to hear that all is going so well with George!!! I'm so excited and just LOVING the pics on FB.. what a cutie... hope you can make it to Melb again one of these days so we can have a little cuddle!!! Big, big, big hugs for all of you!!

Mako - Yeah, my OB is back on Monday and they've squashed me in late Monday avo... so nice of them. So we're going to wait and have a good chat to her about it too, before we decide anything.

Well... DH was up at 4am to get to the airport, he's away now for a couple of days, so I haven't had the best nights sleep once again. I struggle to get back to sleep once he's up... so hopefully tonight with him away, I might get a good sleep... although it never seems to work that way - LOL. I just wish I could pop on over to my Mum's and hang out for the day... I'm sooooo in need of a Mummy's cuddle. She's been away on a cruise but is back today, so at least I can finally talk to her today... not as good as a cuddle, but better than the emails!! I'm really missing *home* atm, which is to be expected I guess. I still just can't believe we're going through this and although I feel deep down that everything is going to be ok.... there's still that doubt and its just not fair!

Kel xxx