DD and DH were making dinner last night, she sits up on the counter and 'helps' every day. And she enevitably picks at stuff as its being made. Last night, as every night, she had a little mouthfull of the meat as it was being cooked, and she started to choke, i was in the kitchen doing something else and DH shouts my name in a terrifed voice, i knew something was wrong right away, and i see DD, red/purple in the face, mouth open, her eyes were terrified and she was pointing at her mouth. DH just grabbed her and stuck his finger in her mouth, he could find what was choking her but he said in the end he put his finger so far down trying to find it that she was sick and it came out. It was the scariest 30/40 seconds, for all of us.
DH feels like it was his fault, even though it wasnt, DD was so upset, it took me half an hour to calm her down, and i cant stop thinking about what could have happened, we live a twenty minute drive from hospital and goodness knows how long it would take to get an ambulance out here. I cried as i was cuddling her to sleep lastnight and had bad dreams all night! im sure im being over dramatic and I doubt she even remembers it now, but it was the scariest thing seeing her eyes so wild! i just really needed to get it off my chest.
TIA