Okay I am really upset at my behaivour today!!!

Trying frantacially to get out the door with Aiden and Charlotte- can't find my keys!!! Spent half an hour trying to convience Aiden to put his shoes on! Still can't find my keys -getting annoyed.... Charlotte vomits on herself and me - change her clothes..... still can't find my keys... put her down on her play mat- she cries- pick her up she vomits again! Change her again... Got Aidens shoes on.... Looking in my bag for my stupid keys- Aiden picks up a blue crayon and draws all over the carpet ..... OMG ..... So I got upset got a cloth and tried madly to get it off- he jumps on the lounge so now I yell (well done me ) ... he yells back - charlotte is crying... pick her up she vomits everywhere again!!! I trip over a toy - then I kick it(well done me again ) change her - Aiden is crying cause his mum is carrying on like the 2 year old..... Go back into lounge room Aiden pulls sunscreen out of my bag and decides to use it- I kept please put that back please put that back -find keys - please put that back - so I snatch it out of his hand!!! AGain well done me.......

So I decide after an hourof mayheme and tears the kids can have a sleep..... I can reflect on all the STUPID reactions I just showed!!! I am ashamed of myself for getting so cranky!!! All I wanted was for all us to go to the shop to buy some easter materials to make presents for his friends at Child care.......

Just needed to vent