Maz, come on in, the water's fine! I have been where you are not long ago and it is a huge turning point for us Mums. But the way I see it, it's like a book series when one book finishes and you can't wait to get the next book to see what happens next. I love where our life is atm, we have kids that are more self reliant, we don't need all the stuff that goes with having a baby and life just seems to have gotten 10 times easier for us. For sure I will miss all the things that you can do with them when they are little, but I am loving being able to have real conversations with the kids and forming a friendship with them as opposed to just being their mum kwim?