thanks for all your replies. i am not really a crier, but got a bit teary (in a good way) reading them.

i know DS will get there, it just sucks doing the no sleep thing again. and he is a heavier baby, so my body is feeling it when he is clingy boy. i probably should look at diet (it keeps coming up as a maybe), but have to get the energy to do some research.

here s to a better day!