Thank you all for your lovely, heart felt messages.
I am still a freaking mess...
I keep looking for her, expecting her to be lying in her favourite spots, or walking past, I actually went to give her some of the left overs from tea last night....
I think I'm ok, then just burst in to tears...
DF sent me all the pics her could find of her on his computer yesterday, I think I will print them out and make some kind of memorial collage for her.
I'm also thinking I will get a memorial plaque made up for Mum and Dads back garden (the cat graveyard) there are at least 10 cats buried out there now.(and mice, rats, birds, our dogs ashes in an urn..all the family pets from the past 17 years) with their names etc..maybe a poem....
Jacob seems to be taking it quite well, although he will blurt out randomly "mum, silvey is dead, she was my best friend" and he keeps asking me when she is coming back to life again...
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