Thanks for all your kind words and for remembering Zachary. I feel like nobody remembers any more and nobody wants to talk about him - it makes me so sad. I am really struggling this week and I feel ultra paranoid! I panic when I can't feel this baby move and I am so stressed. I am only getting about 2 hours sleep a night as I just can't seem to relax. I never thought it would be this hard.

So good to hear from you Beata. How are you doing? Thanks for the message and for remembering.

Teagz, Laney & Berry - Thank you. I hope you are all keeping well.

I am going into hospital tomorrow and they will monitor me. My doc has said I will yhave this baby by Monday so I am relieved but freaking out too!!!

I will keep in touch from the hospital as I am sure I will be bored until bub arrives!!

Take care and thanks again xxxx