Well 3 tests later, and they are all positive.

I am massively freaking out. We are due for a vasectomy, have an o'seas holiday coming up with FREE alcohol, the BB sydney meet, and I have just enrolled in the Cert111 childrens services course for next year.... I thought we had been very careful...and I had my pregnant- free days all mapped out

But I guess this little one had other ideas... I am in shock, I am disgusted with myself for doing this to a precious little soul, but after a beautiful PM this morning, I am filling this babe with love, vitamins and lots and lots of hope....

I am still grieving for my Isaiah, but this bub deserves the best I can give it.....

Oh and PLEASE PLEASE nothing on FB... will be keeping "mum" till 20 wks!!!