I almost feel numb, I went to the doctor yesterday (thursday)for a nasty cough and happened to mention that one of my many flu symptoms was fainting at the supermarket. My Dr did a preg test and it came back a , I was on the pill.
My head feels like its going to explode, a year ago, heck even 8 months ago I guess I would have been over joyed but I just (as in one week ago) got a great job. And was accepting that my life was going to take a different direction.
I have a 10 year old and an 8 year old.
I have endometriosis that made my babies miracles so I never ever expected to fall pregnant like this.
My head is swimming, I told my husband yesterday and he's as shocked as I am, but once it had sunk in abit he said this morning it's just a detour off our planned route.
I had a blood test yesterday morning and my HCG was 294. I don't know what normal as it was all so long ago that i did this. I had what I now assume was an implantation bleed on sunday night (I thought it was just my normal spotting that I sometimes get from my endo during the month) so does this HCG level sound right for approx 4-5 days after implantation?
I'm sorry if this comes across as ungrateful or unhappy because I'm not..I'm just a little shell shocked at present, still processing and am still full of the flu which doesn't help.
I am having another blood test on monday to check my levels and make sure it's not eptopic.
We are going to tell our kids tommorow when Hubbys home from work so that will be weird.
So sorry for the long vent but I needed someone to talk to and Hubbys on a night shift and no one else knows.
Thank you for listening.
Missya
u definately dont sound ungrateful but certainly sound shocked! Congrats on your little miracle and lets hope the rest of the pregancy is smooth sailing. hope your flu goes away soon too!
I'm Sooooooo in shock!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
, I was on the pill.
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