But finally after another year of TTC, I can

This was the last hurrah. I was throwing in my hat after this. I had gotten rid of all (and I mean all) baby paraphernalia from this house.

I'm as scared as hell of another loss (this is pregnancy number 7 for us), and all the complications from DS' pregnancy, but I'm so excited, it's like number 1 all over again.

We are due late February (DS birthday actually), after I swore I was never having another summer pregnancy - here am I doing it in one of the hottest places in Australia lol.

Wish us luck.