um...yeah.... im posting in here
a lovely dark bfp this morning

ive been in mental agruements with myself about announcing. up until yesterday i wasnt going to at all, just going to keep it a suprise and announce the birth of out next baby.
i didnt want to get people excited, and then possibly leave people dissapointed again. BUT if all i get to be is pregnant again, i want this baby to be loved and celebrated by everyone.

so once i press enter its official....deep breaths, 3...2...1