at 1.50pm today I have my NT scan....

It's not the NT part I'm worried about, it's the scan, being only a few days past the gestation of my last miscarriage, I am freaking out...

I really hope to see a little happy kicking baby soon.... I cannot go through that again...

please hope every things ok, I hate this anxiety. and I want to throw up but have drunk the water for the scan, so am breathing deeply.......

I hate this.... excited but scared....