M2C - your body is being flooded by hormones at the moment - and that's gonna mess with you! add to that the issues you've been having with bleeding, you're putting a higher than normal hormonal load on top of a whole lotta stress! my dh copped a bit of flack early on because of hormones (still does, but more the teary mess kinda thing at the moment!) - i'd say it's pretty fair to say you're a bit of a mess at the moment and that everyone needs to cut you some slack!