Hi everyone.

I had my first child at 40, my second at 41 which, after accepting that I'd never have children was a joyous shock.
I'm 42 now and was feeling really off this week so DH chided me about being pregnant but we both laughed it off.
Yesterday, I stopped laughing when the electronic words "Pregnant 3-4" came up.

I'm still in shock.
There is no question of abortion and I realise it's early days so I've still got to wait out that compulsory 3 month period but I will confirm it with the GP next month and we'll go from there.

I just wasn't expecting this and my mind is a bit of a blank right now.

I'm thinking silly things like extra baby seat (capsule), bigger car, extra high chair.......we rent and he has a part-time job due to a disability. I was in the middle of applying for jobs in preparation for a return to the full-time workforce...and now that will have to stop. I guess you could say I'm happy but numb.