Rachel - thankyou so much for your kind words and passing on info you were told. So sorry to hear your little man was really unwell when he was born but that he survived. I just don't know whether I should put my body through it again or my possible #3 bub through it as well. I am happy with my 2 kids atm but still crave more and can't get my head around my DS's birth being my last.

We'll see what happens. Thanks anyway