I've read through quite a few threads here trying to get some answers for what has been happening to me, and there has been so much helpful stuff! Especially the 'bleeding in pregnancy' thread, that's very helpful. Though I thought it best to make a new thread, because I don't think my experience quite fits in there.

I'm feeling a bit alone right now, as I'm currently living alone in a new state (my partner is posted in a different state) and whilst I have really amazing friends, I'm really scared and kinda hoping someone here might be able to shed some light on my situation!

I think I'm pregnant, but all the tests have come back negative, and I have been a bit scared to do another one. But I've had lots of pregnancy symptoms, and I think that the tests may have all been done too early to show up. So here's what's been happening:

I was due for my last period on the 19th July (Sunday), and that morning I woke up with really bad nausea. I have a very strong stomach, so this was very unusual for me. I suspected even then! The nausea continued and on the Wed I saw a bit of blood on the tp, but it was pink. Saw a little more that night and thought that for sure AF was coming the following day. When I woke up, I panicked as there was nothing. Usually if I see blood the night before, when I wake up I'm really super heavy for the first 2 days. I did have bad cramps though. The flow was really really light (like a 4th day for me) and was completely finished by the Fri morn. That's when I did the first HPT which came back neg. Did another one the next morn, also neg. Later that day there was more spotting, and it was a little heavier that night (though still like a 4th day) but completely gone the next morn. I did another HPT on Mon, also neg. Saw a doc and he took blood, also neg.

Now at this stage, I probably should have just believed all the tests, but I did more reading and I'm fairly sure that the bleeding was implantation bleeding so it would have been too early for the tests to come back with anything. Whilst it's normal for me to be a couple days late, once I actually start, I'm always heavy for the first 2 days (with really bad cramps and nausea) and then light for 3. So I knew this wasn't right. Plus I had other symptoms like nausea, really really tired and my breasts, whilst not sore, are definitely noticeably bigger. I've also noticed that my abdomen is bigger, and that's a place I usually don't put on weight. I did another HPT that next fri (so a week after the bleeding) and it was neg too.

So I decided to wait and see what my next period did, and if it was normal and whatnot. Well I was due this coming Thurs (20th Aug), and last night when I went to the loo there was pink/light red mucousy blood on the tp. I kinda freaked since that would make me 5 days early! I had a bit of uncomfortable dull pain, but nothing like the horrible cramps I usually get. There was a little bit of blood last night but only spotting on the pad. But this morning when I went to the loo, blood started pouring out. It wasn't what I would call a huge amount, but it was a constant light stream for about a minute. And I've not really had much pain at all, just an occasional dull ache, but nothing like the super cramps I usually get. So far today I've been to the loo about 4 times, and each time there's a stream of really dark red blood. Though there's only spots on my pad, so it's only when I go to the bathroom. The last time I went I noticed there were a couple of really small clots (not even half a fingernail sized) and a small something that looked like tissue (again, very small).

I'm really starting to freak out that I might be M/C. Though there hasn't been a huge amount of blood (it doesn't even seem like as much as I would have on my really heavy first day, though it's all been going into the loo and not on my pad, so I could be wrong) and I'm not in pain, so I'm hoping that's a good sign! I guess the hardest part is that I don't even have any positive tests to say that I am preggers (I would say I'm about 3 or 4 weeks if that first bleeding last month was implantation), but all I know is that I've now had two bouts of bleeding that are NOT my usual AF!

I have a Dr appointment on Wed with a new doc recommended by my friend as that other doc treated me like I was some hypochondriac and told me that everything was normal and that I should be happy it was neg since it wasn't planned. But I'm really scared about what is happening! My friend told me to let her know if the bleeding gets worse (or there's more clots) and she'll take me to the hospital. But so far it's not any worse than this morning.

Sorry for my really long post, but this is the first time anything like this has ever happened (after 10 years of very regular periods) and I'm really quite terrified!