Now that my doctor has said I'm perfectly healthy, and my DF and I have decided we'll start TTC after our wedding in Feb, I'm starting to become really anxious about it.... I mean, I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder, so I'm anxious all the time, but this is much worse...

There just seems to be way too much to think about... the eating healthy, the vitamins.... To be honest I'm starting to get a little scared of the idea. Don't get me wrong, I'm looking forward to being a mum, and doing all this research early is probably a good thing (less likely to suffer anxiety attacks if I know what's going on), but having said that, I also have Social Phobia, so I don't have any friends (aside from my DF's friends, which happen to include 2 of my ex's), I don't get on AT ALL with my parents (haven't spoken to them since mother's day), I don't see many of my relatives, and although I love my DF's family to bits, they all live at least 6 hours away.

I don't have much of a support system and because I'm terrified of people, I have no idea where I can go for more information ABOUT the whole preg thing... my doctor is slightly useless lol.

Anyway, sorry for ranting, just needed to get it all off my chest... helps to relieve some of the anxiety .

--Jader