I'm feeling so overwhelmed by sooo many different things at the moment. I'm sure allot of it is purely pregnancy hormones taking over but still.
I have been having a sooky la la day missing my baby girl and regreting my decision to go back to work when I did but at the same time, telling myself I was doing what I needed to do at the time to provide for her.
I've been in so much pain in my leg and back that it's beginning to affect things I can and can't do.
I can't keep my house clean - there are ALWAYS dishes in the sick, washing to be done/folded and put away, floors to be cleaned.
I feel like i just can't keep anything running "properly" and keep asking myself - how am i going to cope when I have 2 little ones around??

I just want to have a massive cry (and I do in private) because as much as I know DH love me and will support me, i can't help feel like i'm failing in some way.
I know this feeling will pass and it's just a phase, but the last 2 days have been horrible and I really just need to vent/type/read through it to make me see things a little more objectively.

I know there are people out there who would love to be in this position, so please don't think i'm complaining about being here. I'm just having a difficult time with this at the moment.