How to move forward?
Well really only you can do that, but some suggestions could be (all personal thoughts don't take offense)
- knowledge the fact that another baby right now isn't possible, so try not to think about it.
- keep your self entertained: work/study/playing with your bubba/picnics etc.
- enjoy the life you have now, as each day goes you will never get that time back.
- work on getting your self financially stable (not saying your not just shooting out ideas) that in it self is a huge task!
- get out and meet new people

Take care of your self and your bubba, life will happen for you and I hope it's awesome


Love MN ;-)