Just need to tell someone.

[Kazzo]

I just really need to get this out so I am not the only one that knows.

I am not sure but I think I might just be pregnant again. DD2 is almost 5 months old and if I am UTD then I would have to be about 7 weeks along.

I am exclusively BF DD2 but since she was 4 weeks she has slept through the night. about 3 weeks ago I mentioned to DH I think I will get AF in the next few days. I was getting cramps and felt a bit off (AF returned with DD1 at 4 months with exclusive BF).

So fast forward to now and I am still getting cramps on and off, I have been getting sick on and off, I have started getting pimples and (TMI) my CM has turned a slight yellow/green colour like it has done with all my pregnancies.

I am not sure if I am just making these symptoms appear because I am thinking about it.
I hear you all say, just do a test and you will know for sure.
In all honesty I am a little scared to. I am actually shaking just typing this. The thought of going and buying a test is just to hard to do.

I am taking a pregnancy and BF vitiman anyway and have to watch what I eat because DD2 reacts to certian things so I am okay in that part if I am.

Oh gosh. I am so, I don't know the right words.

[Cocolove]

aww honey, The only way you will know is if you test you may be worried about nothing, go and get that test and you can go from there!
Good luck, big HUGS
xxx

[mummydreamer]

awww i know the feeling, i was in denial for a bit there too with J....i know how hard it is to buy a test and pluck up the courage to do it......just lots of and sending you strength xxx

[Danielle_NZ]

Wow, I can only imagine whats going through your mind right now, in one case I'd be wanting to rush out and get a test and then on the other hand I'd be just wanting to wait and see. Good luck! I hope you find some middle ground and get the answer you are after.

[Rainbow_Mumma]

oh how nerve racking for you! i guess ultimately the only way to settle your mind is a test as you may actually delay AFs appearance by stressing about making you think futher you could be pregnant.
Fingers crossed either way for you!

[Kazzo]

Thanks ladies.
I know that should just test. I don't know if I am ready for the answer either way.

I do my grocery shopping on Tuesdays. I will have a chat with DH tonight and see what we decide to do. He is going to freak out though I think.

[Jewel]

Big, biggggggg hugs.

xox

[aussienic]

just to set your mind at ease.. bub is only 5 months old and our cycles will be slowly getting back to normal. I know with my cycles it took a while to get back into the normal amount of days in between. Shortest was 14 days and longest was 45. How long since your last AF? If you don't want to waste money on a pg test maybe just wait another week or so and try and put it out of your mind.. but if you would rather know grab a test that contains 2 tests..

[Kazzo]

Aussienic, I have not had AF since Jan last year. So I am not going off AF been late. It is just the feelings that I am having and signs. When AF returned after having DD1 they were a little irregular, but only by 2-3 days.

[Beach Mama]

good luck Hun, my DD was only 7 mths when we conceived DS and I never even got AF so had no idea how far along I was. It's so confusing as you have a baby and are planning for another. Good luck testing and if you are pg i am sure you will cope beautifully and your kids will be best mates xoxox

[~MummaBear~]

just poping in to give a hug... i am afraid to say right now i know too well how you are feeling, i seem to have gotten myself in the same boat

[Aligater]

Just wanted to give some support and I hope it turns out the way you want it to

[Kazzo]

just poping in to give a hug... i am afraid to say right now i know too well how you are feeling, i seem to have gotten myself in the same boat

Thanks.
Oh. someone else like me. How are you feeling? Did you test? I don't know why I am so scared to test. Making it real by doing it maybe?

[~Lashes~]

i was in that situation last year, dd was 5 months old when i found out i was a month along with dd2. its playing on my mind prety bad now, i dont even like df looking at me 'that'way for fear of it happening again!

[Kazzo]

Thanks Sarah. I keep getting excited when I see a post by you. I think this is it, what is her princess's name? Still nothing. I hope you get DF to pick one soon

I did not talk to DH last night nor buy a test while shopping. I go to bed thinking I am just been silly, that I am not UTD. Then I wake up and think maybe. I have decided since DH is going overseas for 3 weeks next week I will wait. I do not want to have him worrying while he is away.

I just want to say thanks to everyone for your support and kind words. I will eventually know either way and I will let you all know if you want. Your all so lovely.