well firstly i cant even get an appointment and i dont think theres any need i am paranoid as some of u may know but DS is fine there was never anything wrong with him and if i think anything is wrong i'll just get an emergancy one the medical professinals in this town are so slack im really just sick of it i told the middie at the hospital im gonna have this baby at (not here) that my doctor is a moron and she said yeah ok and if they want me to have a scan i'll do it there