Hello lovely ladies ...
Sorry for not writing earlier, but it has taken me a while to put myself together. I guess you have probably worked out already anyway but it was bad news for me, the AF had arrived.
I already went through the usual crying, despair, giving up, angry ... etc cycle, I think I am ok now, although it is hard not to think that it will never be me.

I guess I will just go ahead with the IVF plan early next year but what I am really dreading is that what if IVF also doesn't work ...?! I guess I will just have to deal with that horror story if and when it happens ...
But thank you all to you lovelies who have always been so supportive and caring. I do really hope that one day I can also come up here and deliver some goods news to you all ...