Congratulations on your pregnancy Tiffany.

I am so sorry to hear of your sad journey. There is little that can be said to help ward off those anxiety feelings but if I can offer anything its simply that every pregnancy is different. For your peace of mind you could ask your Ob if you could be monitored closely (fortnightly or weekly) until you get past 24 weeks. Depending on your Ob he ay or may not agree to that.

You could buy yourself a doppler you can get them on ebay reasonably priced, the only problem is depending on bubs position you may or may not be able to hear the HB which may cause you unnecessary worry.

I am in a slightly different boat to you and am having weekly checks at a specialist from 15 to 24 weeks. That has helped me so much, but I went into preterm labour and lost my girl 8 days after she was born.

You will find lots of support here and lots of people to bounce ideas off.

Wishing you a happy and healthy pregnancy.

Nae x