hi all. I've been AWOL for a while now, not posting, but lurking. Sorry if I don't get to everyone

Greenslw - congrats on the birth of Lincoln. You must be over the moon

LittleOnes - when is bub due again?

Karen Van - you wrote a post a wile ago I forgot to thank you for. It was very helpful whilst I was having a freak out

Chuckie/eliselouise - great news about the scans

Dory - glad the bleeding's stopped

Sunny - that nurse needs a damn good slapping for scaring you like that

I hope everyone else is well

AFM. I'm counting down to the NT scan on Friday morning. I am absolutely petrified of not seeing a hb again. Or getting a bad result/ false positive. I've been poking my abdomen trying to find a fundus but I have no idea what I'm doing, so am giving up for now. It's weird to think there may be a little creature in side my bouncing around but I can't feel it. Anyway, I don't want to concentrate on bad things happening but I'm also trying to prepare myself for the worst...not sure how to do one without the other....Take care all