Hi everyone

This is my first post on the forum - am hoping there are some other ladies feeling how I am at the moment.... I am 30 weeks pregnant with my second child. My son has just turned 18 months old, and I feel like the terrible twos have come early...
We found out that we were having a girl in our 20 week scan - and since then I just have not been able to feel excited about our baby coming. I feel like the most horrible mother in the world - guilty that there are so many other women out there who cannot have babies. I don't know if it's looming Xmas stress, or what it is - I have no motivation to do anything and knowing that the due date is coming closer and closer, I am getting so frightened that I don't want her to come just yet.

Am I going crazy? I feel I am.