feeling down :(

i just found out last night that my other SIL is pregnant!! she told me first, which i was flattered with, and we had a great 2 hour conversation last night. (we're pretty close) my other SIL #2 is pregnant as well, she's about 22 weeks or something. SIL #1 is maybe 4 or 5 weeks? im just down because i know they're going to get what i've always wanted, and that's another baby, baby #3, and he was ripped so cruelly from me....and it's just going to be hard to watch them go and have their babies, and know that i should have a 1 month old, and i should have 3 kids right now, and i should be enjoying it with them, and instead im so lonely and jealous of them that they're going to get what i've been denied.......and i feel bad for feeling that way, but i can't help it. it just really sucks :(

I understand.. It is very hard when people announce their pregnancies when it's something you want so badly. Big hugs.

:comfort:I just have no words really. I hope one day your dream is filled. It was really thoughtful of your SIL to tell you herself. :hug::hug:

It is very tough, sending hugs. I was exactly the same. My part time job is a doula and I had to fight long and hard with my emotions.
Also the entire world around me seemed to get pregnant after I lost my daughter.
It does get easier with time, but it will be hard with your SIL's birth coming up in the next few months. Be strong.

It sucks is an understatement hun...when your heart is breaking it seems like everyone else is pregnant...yeah...it SUCKS! Hugs xxx

Oh darl, yes, it sucks, it sucks so bad that it's just plain cruel.
Feeling envious is normal.
xxx

oh sweets... big hugs :hug:

Huge hugs MD!! Not easy to be around a baby boom while your yearning that for yourself..

Xox


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Sending you huge hugs.