Needing a lil vent!

I am writing this on here because I know the only people who can even begin to understand are you guys who are going through the same thing(unless none of you are a lil crazy like me atm).

Today I had my EPU and got three eggs out of the 10 follies that ended up being there. When they told me 10 follies I kinda got my hopes up and believed this could be the cycle.
Now I'm home in tears worrying that tomorrow I am going to get that call from my FS telling me that they didn't activate again.
I have now caused my beautiful hubby to feel deflated and worried too.

I know it could be different story and we could have all three fertilise:pray:. But you know how our silly lil hormonal brains make us & i'm really scared that again it's all going to fail again.
I just want to sleep and be woken up tomorrow after 2pm!!
I know it's never an easy ride but this is giving me anxiety.

Bex

I am just rushing out the door but I wanted to do an ultra quick post and say I know EXACTLY how you feel.

It is so fricken hard sometimes :(

I have my EPU on Monday and on Wednesday there were only three follies in view. I have had a teary today too.

Like I said, i have to rush out but I am thinking of you and hope to post more soon.

I will be praying your little embies all fertilise xxx

Keep your chin up sweetie :)

n2l

PS we will be two week wait buddies if all goes well!

oh sweet, that is disappointing, you probably had your hopes up for a higher number which is understandable.

Its so hard, every stage there is so much buildup and potential heartache, its no wonder we all go mental every now and again ( talking about me not you lol)

You still have the 3 best eggs possible and at least one of them could be your baby, this could still be your cycle, stranger things have happened! I really hope they all fertilise and you move into the 2ww soon with N2L- try and do something relaxing to help the anxiety, those hormones have a lot to answer for!!

Big hugs and good luck, saffy xx

N2L & Saffy,

Thank you.
It is hard and you invest sooooooooooooooooo much. As much as you try to not let it consume you & take over your world.... it does. I thought it would get easier each time... so far NO! But its a new day today so I am going to be positive.
N2L I wish you all the best for Monday and will include you in my prayers over the weekend.
It's Mothers Day tomorrow ladies so lets hope god is kind to us :)

I hope one of those eggs will be fertilized! God bless..

Its hard work love :( ....I know everyone always says this but its true....it only takes one.

From memory I had 15 eggs collected and only 2 fertilised, so dont stress to much. Run your self a nice bath and grab a good book.

xxx

Huge hugs hunni :hug: As you already know, IVF is one of the most hardest things anyone can go through. Emotionally, physically, not to mention the strain it can put on an even the 'best' relationship. Like Amy said, it really just takes one. The lucky one!! I had 12 eggs collected back in 2008 when I was 38 and only ended up with 2 good embies both of which resulted in a baby. So even though you've got 3 eggies, all three could be great! FX for you sweets :crossfingers:

Massive hugs babe, it's a stressful process :hug: :hug: Be kind to yourself.

*big hugs*

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