Needing a lil vent!

[Bex]

I am writing this on here because I know the only people who can even begin to understand are you guys who are going through the same thing(unless none of you are a lil crazy like me atm).

Today I had my EPU and got three eggs out of the 10 follies that ended up being there. When they told me 10 follies I kinda got my hopes up and believed this could be the cycle.
Now I'm home in tears worrying that tomorrow I am going to get that call from my FS telling me that they didn't activate again.
I have now caused my beautiful hubby to feel deflated and worried too.

I know it could be different story and we could have all three fertilise. But you know how our silly lil hormonal brains make us & i'm really scared that again it's all going to fail again.
I just want to sleep and be woken up tomorrow after 2pm!!
I know it's never an easy ride but this is giving me anxiety.

[nothing2lose]

Bex

I am just rushing out the door but I wanted to do an ultra quick post and say I know EXACTLY how you feel.

It is so fricken hard sometimes

I have my EPU on Monday and on Wednesday there were only three follies in view. I have had a teary today too.

Like I said, i have to rush out but I am thinking of you and hope to post more soon.

I will be praying your little embies all fertilise xxx

Keep your chin up sweetie

n2l

PS we will be two week wait buddies if all goes well!

[Saffy]

oh sweet, that is disappointing, you probably had your hopes up for a higher number which is understandable.

Its so hard, every stage there is so much buildup and potential heartache, its no wonder we all go mental every now and again ( talking about me not you lol)

You still have the 3 best eggs possible and at least one of them could be your baby, this could still be your cycle, stranger things have happened! I really hope they all fertilise and you move into the 2ww soon with N2L- try and do something relaxing to help the anxiety, those hormones have a lot to answer for!!

Big hugs and good luck, saffy xx

[Bex]

N2L & Saffy,

Thank you.
It is hard and you invest sooooooooooooooooo much. As much as you try to not let it consume you & take over your world.... it does. I thought it would get easier each time... so far NO! But its a new day today so I am going to be positive.
N2L I wish you all the best for Monday and will include you in my prayers over the weekend.
It's Mothers Day tomorrow ladies so lets hope god is kind to us

[mom2be]

I hope one of those eggs will be fertilized! God bless..

[Amy_jellybean]

Its hard work love ....I know everyone always says this but its true....it only takes one.

From memory I had 15 eggs collected and only 2 fertilised, so dont stress to much. Run your self a nice bath and grab a good book.

xxx

[~TT40~]

*big hugs*

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