Why are you crying Mummy?
How do you tell a 5 year old that you are crying because:
1. Today, exactly one year ago you had a scan that showed a healthy bean dancing on the screen. I remember the date exactly because it was the day before my mums birthday and I remember how excited I was. Little did I know what was to come.
2. My due date for the next loss is only days away.
3. I had planned to have my 20 week scan this week.
Recurrent miscarriage sucks. I had to wipe away the tears and tell him mummy is sad because she misses his baby brothers and sisters who are in Heaven.
