Something I never thought I would do - placenta encapsulation
I've read lots of articles and stories about the benefits of consuming the placenta but TBH was always pretty disgusted with the concept - definitely one of those "hey, if you want to great, but noooooooooo way am I doing it". Then I stumbled over an article on placenta encapsulation and did more research. I had slight PND with DD1 but really awful, all consuming PND with DD2 and the thought of going through that again weighed very heavily on my mind throughout my pregnancy with DD3. It had been a very stressful lead up with multiple losses and then a barrage of hormone treatment to maintain her pregnancy. Throw in 9 months of sickness, exhaustion dealing with two very active little girls and being a much older mum and I was really worried, as was my GP.
So, after more research and some very supportive words from a lovely BBer I decided to give it a go - basically I was prepared to do anything to avoid going down that dark road again. My placenta was collected on the day after DD's birth and we collected the capsules the following night on our way home from hospital. Day 3 after DD's birth I took my first capsule. I must admit, I had to force myself to not think about what I was consuming and also had to fight against gagging because the casing of the capsule had a very odd taste and I lost the fight against not visualising the raw placenta.
One month on and I am so glad I've done this. I don't get much sleep, and could count on one hand the number of times I've napped during the day in the month since DD's birth. I'm constantly on the go with three girls to care for, and there are a few issues making time for everyone, including me and DH. BUT . . . I feel fantastic. I am ridiculously content and happy, energised, I'm even tempered (more than I ever have been in my life) and I haven't had a single moment of being overwhelmed. DD3 is a much easier baby than DDs 1 and 2 so while I have to attribute some of my health to that, she is still a newborn with all the feeding, settling and unsettled issues.
I can't recommend placenta encapsulation highly enough, especially for anyone who has a history of depression or anxiety. I'm sure there are many factors contributing to my feelings of wellbeing, but I'm sure a lot is due to these magic little pills.