Major Vent about everything inc PCOS and Endo

Ok for the ladies who dont know. I have been diagnosed with PCOS and endo. Well my fiance said to wait 2 years to try again for another child, because he wants to feel ready, because he wasnt for my last pregnancy which resulted in an mc of twins. Well 2 years was also when we were supposed to get married as it would allow me to stay permanently in the US with him, as at the moment i can only stay in 3 month stints :( However hes just brought on hes not sure about getting married in two years and is thinking about uping to wait for it TEN years, because his mother told him a prediction that a psychic made when he was born and it was if he got married before 30 his wife would die. Now hes scared and is thinking about putting it off. Now im upset about this as i wouldnt be living with him for 10 years unless i get a job there by the off chance immigration is a *****. It would also mean no children till then. Im worried i wont be able to then, and i really want them as im having feelings. Now i think predictions are BS and that his mom is doing it in a bid to scaring him out of marrying me as it was convenient that she told him as he mentioned planning marrying me. Sorry about stressing i just need a vent and advice sorry if i sound silly :cry: