My three babies

Hello,
The last past 2 years have been tough for me. March 24,2006 I suffered my first misscarriage, then another December 3, 2008, then another one March 21, 2009. I was about 10 -14 weeks with the first two when my obgyn and I felt something was not right. However, I know I felt movement and flurthers in my tummy. After waithing 3 more weeks , we both decided to have a D&C performed on the first one. This was the most emotionally thing I have ever experienced besided the death of my husband and best friend. Since the birth of my first child in '02, I have had trouble conceiving. The first miscarriage was very hard, but the second one was the most tramedic. I passed everything at home including an embryo that my quack of a doctor told me to put in a ziplock bag and bring into the office. At this point my second husband and I were having marital problems; which I feel was the reason(stress) for this miscarriage. The last miscarriage happened on vacation in Panama City, Florida. This was also stress induced. Now, I am a basket case seeing a shrink once a week. I am a VERY religious person and always depended on the power of prayer. I still do but needed some added support to cope with my life being turned upside down. I have my ultrasounds of my babies and have named them all.

Hi and welcome to BB. Firstly big :hug: to you. I'm very sorry for the loss of your precious babies. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.

Regards,
Dianne

Hi Tlshipp

I am so sorry for all of your loses. I know how hard it is to lose a baby and the emotial rollercoster that it sends you on. But you poor darling having to cope with the loss of your husband as well . I can only imagine what you must feel like. BellyBelly is a great place to talk and let out all your feelings. Seending you lots of hugs and wishing you happy times to come