just remembering my Katy Rose

even though I am pregant ( due in 5 weeks )and have a beautfiul almost 3 yr old son I sit here in tears :crying: today knowing that 6 years ago my induction process was begining and that by 1.10pm tomorrow my little girl would have left my body and this earth....

I feel so alone and lost .... all I ever wanted was a little girl and she was taken from me by a horrible disorder...

I feel like I should have got over it, and although Jase understands and still grieves my family as well, IL's well thats another story.. I feel like I should look at what I have and no dwell on what I lost...

anyway I just needed to get that out...

RIP my beautiful Katy Rose stillborn but born still @ 1.10pm 23rd Sept 2003 fly free precious one

RIP little angel.

BIG :hug: hun. You have every right to grieve you little girl. Be kind to yourslef and take it easy.

I will light a candle tonight for your little princess, Katy. RIP little one.

:hug: I'm so sorry for your loss hunny.
I can't imagine that you'll ever get over it. Time does not heal all wounds.
Will be thinking of you tomorrow xx

huge hugs rach...im so sorry huni.
R.I.P Katy- fly free beautiful angel. xox

thanks girls

aawww Rach, :hug:... I am sure you and your family will never get over it.. don't be too harsh on yourself.

RIP Katy Rose. xx

Rach :hug:

I find the things that have no explanation are the hardest to heal.

Be gentle on yourself.

xxxxx

:hug: for you and your little angel.

My love I was thinking of Katy Rose this morning. I had no idea why! But now I know...

I am so sorry your baby girl flew away - the pain is always there. The death of a child is something that we don't just get over. I wish I could cuddle you and cry tears with you in person.

I am lighting my candle for Katy - it will burn brightly all day.

Know you are loved and supported :hug:

You have every right to feel that way Rach, she is your little girl and she isn't here with you :hug:

:hug: I am thinking of your precious daughter Katy Rose, playing and dancing in the clouds. Thinking of you and your family I know Katy will be watching over you

thinking of you today rach :comfort:

Sending you lots of :hug: Rach

Thinking of you and your family

xox

hi
thinking of you and your precious princess Katy Rose.
Fly free little one.

Rach,

Thinking of you as you remember your precious angel Katy Rose.
Sending warm hugs your way :hug:

:crying:
thinking of you
RIP little angel, never forgotten xxx

I'm so very sorry for the loss of Katy Rose. Thinking of you today Rach. Take care hun xox

my prayers are with you xox

Thinking of precious Katy Rose today :hug:

:comfort: lots of love hun to you, Jase, DS and Katy xo

:hug: I am sure she is watching over you as you remember the precious time you had with her and the sorrow in saying goodbye.

Anniversaries of losses are always hard--I'm so sorry for the loss of your little Katy Rose. Take care, and remember there are others here who can understand the pain.

I never forget my little niece..

Thoughts with you tomorrow Rach :hug:

RIP Katie,
Guardian Angel for her siblings, watching over mummy X

I can't even begin to imagine how you must be feeling at this time, but you have every right to greive, that I know. You should never have to justify your feelings of greif to anybody, I'm so sorry that you are having to XX

I will be thinking of you tomorrow,
And goodkuck in 5wks time :hug:

Rach - you never get over it, no matter how many earth babies you have :hug: Today is DH's birthday and this evening a storm hit - just as it should. Caitlyn is around. She is always around and never out of my thoughts and heart. Clouds, storms and rain is our special connection. She was born into a storm.

Take comfort in the movements of your growing one and the cuddles of your little one earthside as you grieve for the very special and loved Katy :comfort:

thank you everyone, I just find it so hard to beleive 6 long years have passed somedays it feels like yesterday that I held her in my arms, I can still close my eyes and feel her tiny boy in my amrs, can remember her smell and her smooth skin today will be hard I know...

RIP Katy Rose. Watch over mummy, daddy and your siblings. They all love you.
:hug:

I know what you mean. It will be 4 years in November for me and I still feel like it was only yesterday. So much has happened since then but it still feels like time has stood still. I remember her death, labour and birth with far more clarity than I do the birth of my subsequent little ones.

Today is cloudy - my little angel is here celebrating Katy's birth and remembering with you :hug: My candle is lit xx

A gorgeous rose scented candle will be lit in my home tonight in honour of your precious Katy Rose hun! Big hugs for you Jase & Jack xo

Happy Birthday Beautiful Katy Rose

Thinking of you today Rach xo

Remembering Katy Rose with you today :hug:

Thinking of you today Rach and your precious Katy Rose xox.

thank you everyone you don tknow how much it means to me for people to take a few minutes to remember my little girl, I am doing ok today bit hard but been keeping busy etc...trying not to dwell of the whats ifs and more on the what I have stuff

again thank you

My thoughts are with you and your precious Katy Rose. Youare always in our thoughts and I know that Katy Rose is watching over you and your family always.

Thinking of you and your family today :comfort: and remembering your sweet little Katy Rose. Please send your mummy a gentle kiss darling girl.

THinking of Katy.

Awww Rach - your little girl will always be with you - i dare say she is never too far away!

I'm Thinking of you also :hug:

Happy birthday precious Katy Rose, we are all thinking of you today Rach.

thanks everyone today wasn't so bad had a few hard moments but made myself push thru it