even though I am pregant ( due in 5 weeks )and have a beautfiul almost 3 yr old son I sit here in tears today knowing that 6 years ago my induction process was begining and that by 1.10pm tomorrow my little girl would have left my body and this earth....
I feel so alone and lost .... all I ever wanted was a little girl and she was taken from me by a horrible disorder...
I feel like I should have got over it, and although Jase understands and still grieves my family as well, IL's well thats another story.. I feel like I should look at what I have and no dwell on what I lost...
anyway I just needed to get that out...
RIP my beautiful Katy Rose stillborn but born still @ 1.10pm 23rd Sept 2003 fly free precious one
I am thinking of your precious daughter Katy Rose, playing and dancing in the clouds. Thinking of you and your family I know Katy will be watching over you
Last edited by Nelle; September 22nd, 2009 at 01:06 PM.
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Anniversaries of losses are always hard--I'm so sorry for the loss of your little Katy Rose. Take care, and remember there are others here who can understand the pain.
Rach - you never get over it, no matter how many earth babies you have Today is DH's birthday and this evening a storm hit - just as it should. Caitlyn is around. She is always around and never out of my thoughts and heart. Clouds, storms and rain is our special connection. She was born into a storm.
Take comfort in the movements of your growing one and the cuddles of your little one earthside as you grieve for the very special and loved Katy
just remembering my Katy Rose
today knowing that 6 years ago my induction process was begining and that by 1.10pm tomorrow my little girl would have left my body and this earth....
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hun. You have every right to grieve you little girl. Be kind to yourslef and take it easy.
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