absolutely terrified...

Just did a POAS....BFP....yay....kinda...I'm not feeling it :(

I'm so freaking terrified, I am shaking and nauseous (good sign??) we weren't actively TTC, infact had only dtd 3 x since last AF...not even sure if I am late or not.

I am very inclined to just bury my head in the sand and forget I even tested, I don't know if I can do this again....if this another blighted ovum....
I went to call my Gp to make an appt but whats the point? there is nothing they can do, I don't have the $$ to pay for the early scans, even then I would 6-7 weeks before its even known if its not viable...

blerghhhh.... must stop crying....

Sending you loads and loads of sticky vibes :hug:

Allow yourself time to adjust, to accept and to move ahead, whatever the outcome.
Make the appt for one weeks time, and just try to balance yourself, I really hope this little one sticks for you Starrysky.
xx

whatever you feel about it today is normal, whatever you feel tomorrow is normal even if its different to how you feel today :hug:

allow yourself to feel what you need to, it is terrifying, it is happy, its scary, its amazing!

hoping this is your wonderfully boring average pregnancy you hope for!

thank you all, my head is so messed up right now, I even posted this in the wrong section, I just noticed... (should have been pregnancy not parenting!)

Hug hun I hope that all is ok for you, thinking of you xoxox

Let your self feel what you feel when you feel it - it's all ok no matter what it is that you think and feel. I little congrats to take when your ready to take it :)

Much love and sticky vibes babe xxx

I can totally relate. After the 2nd BO m/c and being told that only after 3 they the fertility specialist would start tests, I was adamant I would go through another.
Then I became pregnant again. And diagnosed with Thyroid issues, maybe get your levels checked also.
We were so scared but went for scan at 6 weeks, by then I was already sure I was right (another BO) BUT sure enough a little heart was beating!
And now as I wrote this, breastfeeding my miracle!
Have hope and faith is all I can say. And it gets hard, as I wondered all the time while pregnant something going to happen (had 2 bleeds during ) and didn't really connect. I enjoyed being pregnant by the end. And even now it's still hard to not be over protective.
I wish you well and lots of sticky vibes!

I agree entirely with TMS. Just take it one day at a time, without putting any pressure on yourself to feel a particular way or even to feel at all.

In the meantime, sending quiet congratulations and wishing you a very peaceful and uneventful pregnancy

I bit the bullett and made an appt, Monday....I'm assuming blood tests, referral for scan (might ask about them bulk billing it..) etc, etc...
Thank you ladies, still feels unreal and yet I want to bust into tears at the drop of a hat :(

congratulations.....I can understand how you feel...its completely normal and its probably hormones too....have you told you're partner yet? or is there someone you can talk too?

There are Drs that bulk bill and will do scans etc...are you on a health care card?

Let it all sink in :)

yup, dp knows, thats it as of yet (apart from you beautiful ladies) he doesnt cope very well with it either...
no hcc, dp and I both have own businesses, so ready $$ can be a bit short....

:hug: Huge hugs and sticky vibes hun, it's definitely your turn for a miracle xx

I *think* I have worked out when last AF was...give or take a week...the whole of last month is just a big blurry mess.... anyway, BB's pregnancy calculator puts me at 4weeks and 1 day. was hoping I was further along...arghhh...off to bury my head in the sand until Monday....

Sending sticky vibes your way - I've developed anxiety since receiving my bfp 2 wks ago. I become convinced on a regular basis "it's gone" & cry hysterically until I'm reassured by the Gp that my hcg levels are fine. I understand your fear & I hope seeing the Dr will help to put your mind at ease & you can start to enjoy the thought that there's a little life being created inside of you. My Dr told me yesterday that when we become pregnant we become heros &we need to be kind to ourselves. Good luck xx

sending lots of sticky vibes and heaps of :hug: i have everything crossed for you chook, i do know how your feeling, before this pg i had a blighted ovum about 9 months before.. its very stressful BUT we are all here for you and sending you so much positive energy you should be vibrating from it xx

I don't blame you for feeling worried!

I cant make tha go away. But I can hold your hand.

:hug:

Quiet congrats on your bfp.

I hope you have an uneventful and boring pregnancy with a beautiful bub at the end.

Hugs for Monday.

just had docs appt, got referral for a scan and asked for it to be bulk billed, scan place wanted me to wait another week to be sure we will see something...
another week of waiting....

I hate waiting too, but you've made it to today, and you'll make it to next week. Small steps, little milestones, and you'll get a great gift xx

scan was this morning, great news!
Bub is measuring 6 weeks and 6 days witha fabulous little flickering heart beat!
:D

Yay! Congrats :)

That is fantastic news :D

Great news xo

woohoo. Nothing more beautiful than seeing that little heart beating away.

Excellent news, woohoo!!

Congratulations! This sounds similar to how my now DD came about...
Sticky vibes sent to you in bucketloads!!

woot woot!!!!! hip hip hooray!!!!