Just did a POAS....BFP....yay....kinda...I'm not feeling it

I'm so freaking terrified, I am shaking and nauseous (good sign??) we weren't actively TTC, infact had only dtd 3 x since last AF...not even sure if I am late or not.

I am very inclined to just bury my head in the sand and forget I even tested, I don't know if I can do this again....if this another blighted ovum....
I went to call my Gp to make an appt but whats the point? there is nothing they can do, I don't have the $$ to pay for the early scans, even then I would 6-7 weeks before its even known if its not viable...

blerghhhh.... must stop crying....