This is probably going to sound really selfish and stupid but here go's yesterday i had a really bad day, you no the days where everything seems to go wrong DD dad came around for the first time in a few weeks and his mum n sister and its just been really tense (Xp mum refered to me to DD "dont worry your food source is just there" so angry). Well my DD started saying da da da and now its turned into dad dad dad ... i should be so excited shes started saying her first words and i am but im stupidly upset.. pretty silly i know and so selfish.. that she said dad before mum especially wen she doesnt see him hardly cuz hes 'busy with tafe'.
i feel like such a horrible mum..