Weird Dream

[kirsty_lee]

So, a bit of background. When I was about 9 or 10 my grandmother (on my father's side) died. I was really close to her. I use to think about her alot when I was younger and even had her come to me during very stressful moments in my life, which wasn't scary, more comforting and very much needed.

Last night though, I had the most vivid dream and it's left me feeling so out of sorts and anxious today. I can't remember exactly how it started, but i remember it was something about my dad having to move her coffin from where it is (which we have spoken about in recent times because my step-grandads' family buried him on top of her without permission, but that's a whole other story) so dad had the coffin and needed help carrying it so I helped him pick it up but we dropped it (my grandmother was a very heavy woman) and the lid came off and I saw my grandmother. In the dream i started to cry and walked away. Then for some reason she was redressed and had make up put back on her (like preparing someone for a funeral kwim? ) and she was laying still in the coffin and we were getting ready to put the coffin back together and bury her in the new spot and this is where it got REALLY real I was standing there looking at her and all of a sudden she moved, and her eyes opened but they were really weird looking, and I screamed and ran out of the room and was hysterical. This is the point where I woke up from crying in my sleep and sweating uncontrollably. I just have no idea what the point or meaning of this dream is and it's really gotten to me and I just can't shake this feeling of just weirdness/sadness and I can't get her face out of my head.

[Turkish Delight]

Hey Kirsty,

Turks would analyse this as 'a new life'. That is when we see a person who has died in our dreams it usually means that you will hear news of a pregnancy. May be it's you??

How i would analyse this is that may be she doesn't want to be moved and is content about having her DH buried on top of her. I realise that your family is not happy about it though.

Try and stop thinking about her face babe. Remember her as how you remember last seeing her iRL.

i hate having scary dreams.