I'm jealous of Hubby

[courts&munchkins]

I know it's a really dumb thing to be upset about but I am so jealous of hubby. When he picks up dd she will laugh and smile and coo at him and they get fun little play times. I pick her up and she is like a piranha, trying to burrow into my shirt to get at my boobs. I get so few smiles out of her because the second I pick her up she is just like a maniac at my chest and starts fussing and crying... even if its only been 15 mins since I fed her. I feel like I am missing out on her early days and she is my last baby so I wanted to treasure every 2nd. I don't enjoy feeding her because it is so frustrating and painful so I feel we never get a time for me and her to just enjoy each other. So I am jealous of hubby

[Lily Dust]

you poor thing that can be so hard! I remember writing something very similar back in the earlier days and being told something very special to me. So I want to share that with you. That little girl KNOWS that you love her unconditionally so she saves her smiles for the people in her life she thinks she still needs to charm. Feel special, hun because with you she knows she can be herself and you still think she is the world, kwim?
But big squishy cause its a crappy phase to be at, but it will pass