Even though he's almost 1 year old I still find myself in disbelief that I am a Mother and he is my Son. Everyday feels like Christmas to me and every time I look at him I can't believe he's mine and I was lucky enough that we got to have him come into our family. My most special bursting with love times is when he is sound asleep in his cot and I can just stare at him and soak him up because he is quiet and still. I also burst when I see him interacting with other people and having fun. When he's playing on the swings and he laughs I just about explode with all the love that wells up inside me.
I'm so happy that I changed my mind and decided to become a Mum. It's the best thing I have ever, EVER done and I almost missed out on the experience because I was a selfish idiot.
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