I dont want to get rid of my ticker!!

[foreva*your*mummy]

I know in my hear that I have had a MC and I will have it confirmed tomorrow but I sit here and I look at my ticker and think how excited I was doing it and at the exciting times ahead.
I just sit here and look at it and wish. wish I was what It's saying I am.................... pregnant

Even though I know it has happened I dont want to hear the words from them tomorrow. Then I have to come home and tell my sister and my mum that there is no baby anymore.

I know in my heart that I will have another and that this just wasnt meant to be but is just so bloody sad.

[OceanPrincess]

Many hugs. I know it seems like a silly thing but I was the same after my loss... Cutting the ticker out was another kick in the guts. Add to the bowing out of a
Belly buddy group, deleting reminders from my work calendar, whiting out the weeks that I'd written in my diary...

The admin things suck. The telling people things suck. It all sucks. And I'm so sorry you are going through all the sucking.

[Shanti]

Oh I am so sad for you. This is so unfair. I really feel for you. All the very best tomorrow and I hope you have someone to hold your hand while you are there? Life is so unfair at times.

[Joeve]

Hugs x

[RhiChiChi]

((hugs)) hun, this was another thing that was terribly painful for me to do after my m/c's too and leaving my bb group :-( It just makes it all so much more real. I'm sorry you are going through this.

[TeniBear]

I remember that too well I had the extra kick in the guts of having to email an admin to get them to take my (week-old) new avatar down


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[AwesomeFoursome]

I'm so sorry

[Jewel]

I'm so so sorry. Massive hugs

[juniper76]

Hugs to you.

[Calluna]

I'm so very sorry

[Butterfly Dawn]

Oh sweety. Im so sorry

Sent from my Galaxy with the barefoot princess covering me in kisses, so please forgive the mistakes

[foreva*your*mummy]

Thankyou all for you support,
Shanti, I am really torn, the only appointment I can get we had to take the boys out of school. we dont have family to look after them so we have to take them. I dont want to take them into the scan ( they do know what is going on) so my DF has to stay with them. They will drive me there and bring me home but I will be in the scan on my own . I a wee bit scared but I have had one before many years ago.

[Kazzo]

Massive hugs for you. I wish you could have somewhere there with you for the scan.

[Beatrix]

Sorry for your loss


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[maybebaby2012]

I'm so sorry, & I know exactly how you feel. It's not fair & it hurts