My beautiful angels.. (subsequent living child mentioned)

[blessedatlast]

Feeling crappy tonight. I have felt edgy all day and I'm not sure why. Anyway, I am sitting here close to tears remembering my precious babies and thinking how ot has been almost 4 years since I held them in my arms .. This time, 4 years ago I was pregnant, feeling 2 babies kicking and moving inside me, only referred to by twin A and twin B and not knowing if they were boys or girls. I had no idea just what was about to happen. I had 2 tiny precious miracle boys for 12 days. They taught me so much in that 12 days. I felt a love I'd never felt before. My beautiful son's, I wish they were here.

When they died I never thought I'd smile again. I didn't know how the hell I was going to put one foot in front of the other. I did though and fast forward 3 years I birthed my Earthside Miracle. My DS, he's my everything. I look at him and wonder what the twins would be like.. Would they look like him? Would they look similar to each other? I think of them all interacting together. I see pics and I of DS and I imagine where they would be standing.. Anyway, this was the closest I could get to a pic of my 3 sons and I.. I love it and will treasure it always..

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Thanks for reading.. I feel better for sharing my feelings..

[feeb]

Hugs hun thinking of you. I love that pic xoxo

[Lily Dust]

What a precious precious photo, thank you so much for sharing

I have no words that will ease your grief but I admire your strength to be the amazing mother that you are to your precious babes, Angel and earthside.

Sending you love and strength

[Shanti]

That pic is gorgeous! oh BAL, I would never be able to even imagine how it must feel to have lost not only one precious little life but two. You must constantly be reminded whenever you look at your darling baby boy. I think it's just the most unfair thing in life to lose a child, there cannot be anything worse. There just isn't.
I hope you feel better just a little bit by posting this. Thinking of you while you're feeling sad x
ps we should catch up.

[Miss.B]

That is a truly amazing and beautiful picture hun. I wish your little men were here xoxox

[forshelby]

Much love and support coming your way BAL. You amaze me, inspire me, make me want to be a better version of me. Every day. For that, I thank you! I think of Taite and Seth often, your angels have touched the lives of many.

Here to remember and honour your precious babies with you always. xoxo

[Jewel]

Big hugs. :hugs:
That's such a precious photo.

xox

[No.5]

That's a precious photo BAL



No words just lots of

[jayejaye]

Beautiful picture. Just. Beautiful. Big hugs to you. Xoxo

[surprised]

Big hugs BAL. you have been through so much and are one incredible woman. What a beautiful photo!

[myturn]

My heart leapt into my throat when I saw the photo.... So meaningful. I am so so sorry that you had to go through all that pain.

[Beautiful Disaster]

I love that pic hun xxx

[Yas]

and love babe xxx

[Razzberry]

That photo is SO powerful. Its says so much and I really do believe a picture tells a thousand words. Thanks for sharing. I am so sorry you don't have a photo of your 3 boys smiling and playing together.

[buffy1]

What a beautiful photo!

I can't imagine what it must be like to have all those 'what ifs'. More hugs - thinking of all three of your boys.

[diannescruffy]

I absolutely love that pic, the four of you always together.

Regards,
Dianne

[Rosey]

What a beautiful picture. Thank you for sharing. Hugs.... I can't fathom how you must feel...

[dory]

Hey Blessed..... how are you feeling today? It's hard, the lead up to anniversaries and also it's hard just sometimes for no reason you can find. I hope you got through ok.

Taite and Seth are often in my heart, as are you my friend. They are blessed to have you as their mumma as is your lil button.

4 years...... oh lordy how time flies.