April 2 will be the one year annaversary that i lost my lil one. I know that i should be happy that i have a healthy 2 month old but its still very hard to accept.Today i stop by the cematart even though the his marker was taken down last summer ( long story) and i cryed but then i saw a new head stone which always makes me cringe.It was for a lil girl born in the same hosptial that my Honor was born in on the same day. When i saw her i gave her a big hug and never want to put her down.I dont understand how life can be so cruel.