I'm so sorry for your loss, i can't even begin to understand what you must be going through

I have 2 older sisters that were still born. I didn't know about them until i was about 14 years old. It was very hard for my mum to tell me about it. She said it took her a while to cope with both the losses. The only advice she had for me if it was to ever happen to me was to take time in grieving don't feel that you have to set a time limit for yourself, and its ok to cry. My mum is still not fully over it, she still finds it hard to talk about it. Just know that it does get better but with time.

I hope i was helpful