Oh Hun I have tears streaming down my face. You story sound so much like mine. I felt every painful moment. I know what it is like to say good-bye. It is a pain no mother should ever feel. Please know you are not alone. Sadly there are many of us who have experienced this pain and we are all here to gather around you and help you through. Please PM if there is anything at all I can do for you.

Fly freely sweet little Ianto. You will forever be loved and missed for all of eternity.