Teni - glad you're feeling a bit better, but just take each day as it comes.
None of what you've said is strange or weird, actually it sounds all quite normal to me This is all a part of the very hard journey, called grief and being a bereaved parent that you are now on.
I know it sounds like a useless platitude, but time does help.
I have many times wanted to get off this journey and be on a different journey, but then again, I don't want to get off either? Maybe its more just to have some respite from the challenges of putting one foot in front of the other and living each day with such a heavy heart and broken spirit?
One of the biggest challenges for me was when DH went back to work, after Sophie, so I can totally empathise with you there. It was truly one the loneliest times of my life. I hope its not that way for you.
Isn't it nice to know that so many people care about you and are interested in how you are doing? Sometimes it's enough to make all the difference to your day.
I have been thinking of you and your family and little Ianto often. I have been following your blog as well which is so beautifully written Your love just jumps off the screen.
TeniBear I tried to reply to your post through my thread, but I wasn't sure how to work it as a reply. I wanted to tell you that you are in my thoughts alot and I feel for you. I have just been reading your blog and I am so so sad that you are going through that with your landlord. I find it hard to believe that there are people out there so disrespectful. Sending you many hugs and praying for you that things work out for you and Scott. Don't feel embarrassed about the things you said regarding bringing Ianto home from the cemetry, I had exactly the same thoughts running through my mind. I also didn't say it earlier in my previous post, but, I am so so sorry for your loss. I hope Ianto and Jayden will play happily together.
I also know to well about the feeling of wanting to be pregnant again. My doctor is telling me now is not the time, but refuses to give me a script for the pill. I'm confused.
Take care Teni, and you too Scott.
Danni.
Teni, I am so sorry for the loss of your little man. Thank-you for sharing your story, and I wish you and Scott much peace, and that Ianto is proud to have had you for his parents.
Tenibear - i have just been strong/brave enough to read Ianto's story. I had tears streaming down my face and still well up when I think of you, Scott and Ianto. As I only know from my only experience there are just no words. I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you and I send you massive amounts of
Thanyou so much for sharing such a personal part of your life with us. Im sorry for your family's loss Ianto is so lucky to have such a strong amazing mummy. much love to you hugs
I am sorry i am so late in reading this, i am so sorry for your loss but can i say i think your an amazing person and thank you for sharing your incredibly sad journey.
I also noticed you are expecting again congratulations! It must be a real mix of emotions but i am sure baby Ianto will be keeping this baby safe in your belly and watching you from above through this pregnancy. I read through the whole story and did not stop, i have tears streaming down my face and i cant even imagine the pain that youve gone through. I hope time can help heal some of the pain.
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