Morning Everyone

This is my first time to this forum. My DH and I have been off the pill for just over 12 months now and I have been taking Clomid (seeing a fertility specialist) since June 08. We conceived in October 08 and I MC early Nov 08, I was 7 weeks, but the babies heart beat was very slow. I found it so hard to cope with, I couldn't stop crying and the pain in my heart was unreal

It has now been 2 months since and I have been back on clomid and I am on day 25 of my cycle today. I find out next Tuesday if I will get a BFP.. fingers crossed but not feeling overally positive

I find it hard to keep positive, I am so worried it will take along time to conceive again and I am worried I will MC again... I walk down the street and there are pregnant bellies coming at me from all directions and alot of my friends are expecting at the moment. I know what I am feeling is normal, but how can I relax and stop thinking about it ???

We tried IUI last month as well and it didn't work, DH has alot of sperm but they aren't of good quality, he has a very stressful job which doesn't help. I have had him taking the new menevit tablets so we will see how they work.

Thank you for listening to me