I lost twins at 11 weeks in May. We started TTC again this month which would be cycle three since the m.c. I am currently 5 days away from my expected AF date. Enduring the hellish TWW. Well I couldn't wait. I just had that feeling. I caved and tested early. The test this morning was not that revealing, I thought I could see a line, but very very faint. Even hubby had trouble seeing it, but reasurred me he could see it. Tonight I decided to waste another test and 'just check'. But I think it is definetely a faint positive. Am I right? Hubby can see it this time, definetely. I am terrified. If I am pregnant it's really very early and things can still go wrong. It could just be a what they call a chemical pregnancy, still a pregnancy in my book. I am feeling that heavy feeling in my tummy already though, which is hard to explain. But I have had it with all my pregnancies. It's the reason I tested in the first place, I just had a feeling I was. We would love to have twins again and have them stick this time. So I am sending lots of my way, and to all the early preggy ladies out there. I wonder could it be twins again too? I know it's early. I have fraternal twin aunties and I think that was what our twins were. We don't really know, because we found out about the twins the same day I miscarried them. Really tragic, we are still very sad.
I am that things go well, and I that our twins have come back to us.....We would still be happy with one healthy bubba too.
Please stick little one
Am I Seeing Things?
that things go well, and I
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